I ensure you have.
Sometimes we are afraid to take a step in front of us, we don't know what will happen next, we are afraid it will make us happy or not, we think that doesn't run it well. We are afraid of unclear way, we are afraid of uncertainty and to leave out from comfort life.
But, we really never know until we have to try. Right?
In a moment, i have trying jump above around 10 meters. I tried because there is a fear of heights on my mind. One step before jump my heart beating faster than before, i was stuck standing cool for a long time at the top. No one can push my fear inside, if not mine.
It cannot be changed until i let go of fear itself from my mind.
Then, i jump.
my hand stuck in the sling rope, it hurts.
but i can throw the fear inside, it was lavish feeling.
what i feel after jump?
i desirous for jumping back, to get back my pleasent feeling.
trying random act that i never been try and thought that it cannot happens always made me excited, made me alive to thru good life, to discharge my endorphine.
I am grateful, and still learning to release my fear inside.
a fear of losing,
a feeling.
